ACoAs MANIPULATING Self & Others (Part 4b)


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SITE: TED talk by Dan Pink : The puzzle of motivation 

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NOTE: Every suggestion below is the same as all the others on this blog & all the other sources of Recovery info.

RECOVERY
As mentioned in Part 4a, Christine Comaford states that “In every communication, in every conflict, we are subconsciously either reinforcing or begging for Safety, Belonging, & Mattering or a combination. It’s neurological… it’s primal… there is nothing you can do to override or change this subterranean subconscious programming.”

Not having had these basic human requirements provided for us as kids – we use Manipulation to compensate, which consists of 3 basic components, in a negative effort to fill-in the missing 3 positive needs:
a. Scheming – To get, get out of, or have someone else do something
b. Calculating – Being dishonest, devious, conniving
c. Controlling – Wily, sly, crafty
Of course – many ACoAs will rigorously deny using these tactics, especially a & b, especially those of us who feel like powerless & depressed victims. But S-H, co-dependence, boundary invasion, lying, withholding….. are definite examples of them

To grow, these harmful & useless patterns need to be addressed honestly (such as using AA / inventoryAl-Anon 4th Step or other forms of inventory), keeping track of how we manipulation ourselves & others. More than likely we’ll need help identifying our behaviors & attitudes, since they’re so deeply woven into the fabric of our daily lives we don’t even realize what they are. “Does a fish know it’s wet?”

Then going on to Step 5, we can begin the process of coming out of denial, overcoming shame & loneliness, speaking out loud the specific ways we’ve been using this defense ‘game’. Program has a saying: “You’re only as sick as your secrets”, so sharing our 4th Step is important,  if it’s done without self-hate, & used in the right place, with safe people.

All manipulation is a way to con ourselves into believing we should not have any needs, while conning others into providing them (or doing without) – because we cannot eliminate having them! SO, in order to heal:

• In every situation – start out by remembering you have one or more types of need, usually on more than one level (PMES). Work at figuring out what it is – in that situation – first on the physical level (help with picking out a present, cleaning the house, getting a job, health issues….), & then on a deeper level – what is the emotional need (validation, comfort, respect, support…..).

This is only do-able if we identify the legitimate needs which all human have, & then practice giving ourselves permission -slowly- to provide them, both from ourself & from appropriate outside sources.

• Use book-ending to prove to your WIC that getting your needs met now IS possible. As adults, the outcome of our efforts are successful more often than not – as long as we “go to the food market for food rather than the hardware store!” to get what we want or needtake astionc

• Be willing to sit with uncomfortable Emotions & encourage your WIC, when you:
— ask for help AND get it!
— try on a new behavior
— take better care of yourself
— stop an old pattern …..

• Build self-esteem – changing S-H messages into compassion, patience & self-kindness. If you KNOW you’re a worthwhile person, then you KNOW you have a right to your needs

• Make a daily effort to go to the right PPT for help to get your needs met legitimately – in non-exploitative ways

• Accept – graciously – that sometimes people can’t provide what you ask for – either at that specific time for their own reason – or not at all, because they don’t have it to give.
This is not a reflection on your worth or how they feel about you. Nor does it automatically make them bad or selfish. Either wait until they’re available, or go find another resource.

SOME IDEAS to WORK ON: GO —
FROM “I want everyone else to do what I want” all needs
TO “Others have the right to do things their own way”

FROM “Everyone is or should be just like me”
TO “I can see that others have their own identity separate from mine,
who deserve as much respect & care as I want for myself”

FROM “Everyone else is only a source for provide my needs”
TO “I admit that others don’t owe me what I didn’t get from my family”

FROM “Everyone else is the solution to my problems”
TO “I’m responsible for finding answers & solving my problems”

FROM “Everything is THEIR fault”
TO “I’m responsible for my own actions”

FROM “I always have to be right, about everything”
TO “I can only know what’s right for me at this very moment, & it’s OK to be wrong, or not know something

FROM “I have to have my way, or else (I’ll die or I’ll kill you!)”
TO “I take care of myself, so I’m rarely desperate”

FROM “I’ll do anything to keep others from being angry at me (experienced as abandonment = separation, aloneness & death)

TO “Other people have a right to their emotions, including anger. I’m not a helpless child anymore. I have experiences & options – to take care of myself – even IF the other person temporarily withdraws, or is permanently gone.”

Manipulation is NOT a successful way to survive & feel safe.

NEXT: ACoAs – Meeting our NEEDS #1

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